i ahve another blog!(:

simple.

I wish you got into fac comm, I wish so much things. I wish we could spend more time together.

(wts whatever i typed poof and disappeared.)

Anyway, he’s not the usual guy I will fall for. He’s not very hot, or buff or handsome or cute. He’s just him. Maybe I haven’t fallen for him yet. It’s just an one off thing? But when I see him, I just wanna give him the greatest smile I can. I wonder if I look okay, if he’s noticing me when I am near him. He’s funny.

But wait, it won’t happen. WHO are you? How many girls are there in your school? Who are 1. way prettier than you? 2. way nicer than you? 3.way gentler than you? 4. way girlier than you? 5. way funnier? 6. way cuter? 7.way charismatic? 8. way better in character than you? ETC ETC ETC ETC X INFINITY.

In a protein structure, I am like amino acids lowest grade can. D:

I should and will stop my wishful thinking. Maybe he doesn’t even want a relationship now. TSK. you fail girl.

He is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything I need to hear and it’s like
i couldn’t ask for anything better
he opens up my door and i get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and i feel perfectly fine

but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it’s 2am and i’m cursing your name
you’re so in love that you act insane
and that’s the way I loved you
breakin’ down and coming undone
it’s a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that’s the way I loved you

he respects my space
and never makes me wait
and he calls me exactly when he says he will
he’s close to my mother
talks business with my father
he’s charming and endearing
and I’m comfortable

but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it’s 2am and i’m cursing your name
you’re so in love that you act insane
and that’s the way I loved you
breakin’ down and coming undone
it’s a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that’s the way I loved you

he can’t see the smile I’m faking
and my heart’s not breaking
cause I’m not feeling anything at all
and we were wild and crazy
just so frustrating intoxicating
complicated, got away by some mistake and now

but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it’s 2am and i’m cursing your name
I’m so in love that I acted insane
and that’s the way I loved you
breakin’ down and coming undone
it’s a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that’s the way I loved you oh, oh

and that’s the way I loved you oh, oh
never knew I could feel that much
and that’s the way I loved you

She can’t see the way your eyes

Light up when you smile

She’ll never notice how you stop and stare

Whenever she walks by

And you can’t see me wantin’ you the way you want her

But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]

And I just wanna show you

She don’t even know you

She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you

That can’t help but shine through

She’s never gonna see the light

No matter what you do

And all I think about is how to make you think of me

And everything that we could be

[Chorus:]

And I just wanna show you

She don’t even know you

She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light

Oh we’re invisible

I just wanna open your eyes

And make you realize

[Chorus:]

I just wanna show you

She don’t even know you

Baby let me love you let me want you

You just see right through me

But if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

(Oh ho…yea)

She can’t see the way your eyes

Light up when you smile

Another that will never happen.

And I didn’t know 73 has stalkers-.- I must be careful what I write here-.-

MY BRAIN IS SATURATED WITH BIOLOGY,CHEM,MATHS AND GEOG, AND JAPANESE.
(FOOTNOTE: joel chien)

XD super funny:D

happy birthday chek and ian!

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

What’s left? What’s remaining? Nothing but broken shards of memories, pieced together to form not a portrait of us, but my mere reflection. Why didn’t I treasure what I have?